那时...

一直背在肩上的梦想 像不熄灭却靠不近的星光
为什么会感伤 因为我也没有解答
也许人的心都要被挤压 再透过挣扎去长大
安静的眼泪 滴在楼顶的地上
加盖的梦能盖在哪

每次出发最喜欢坐靠窗 想著未来看著远方

现实和想像多麽不一样 好奇真相要有胆量

想回到那年幸福的时光
口袋里是满满的希望
再难也敢去闯 只因有你在身旁
风中才不像流浪

携带著那段幸福的时光
平静每个失眠的晚上
紧握一种信仰

那年幸福的时光...
已烙印在我心中...
想要彻底消除掉...
我真的不能做到...

不痛心不流泪...
不怀念不留念...
不想你不爱你...

我....
做不到...T.T

by[kuma]

07290819.53439909

~29.10.10~

yipeeee....~
final exam was end...~muahaha
so free ya...no more stresssssss....
BUT...
next week are the cheerleading n hot dance competition...
omg..o.O..nervous le...
tonite nid to prac...
n now...juz relax n ply comp...~
oh ya...juz rmb tat i nid to finish the custom of the cheerleading..
no time to rest..=='''

time gone,y it din gone..?
it oledi past for half year 4 days...
y my memorise still the same???
my memorise oweys replay the time whn....
wat's wrong v me??m i crazy...?

yesterday nite...
im still having the same dream...
b4 sleep my brain repeat the "movie"
made me smile n oso cry...
whn im fall asleep ...
the same dream tat i had...>.<''
i did'nt slp well AGAIN...
haiizzzz~

by[kuma]

07290819.53439909

~27.10.10~

today i have eng n comp test...
muahahaha~~~
hmmm...the eng test was quite hard..~><
2moro is the last day of the final exam...
v decide that after exam..
v go lunch n go movie..~hahax..
n nitezzZ i nid to go prac...
nid to start practise my cheerleading n hot dance...

nid to go study now.
2moro will exam geo n kh..~
muahahahaxxx.~
waiting the exam finish...
gambateh for the last day!!!!~

by [kuma]

07290819.53439909

~27.10.10~

25.10 is my little bro's birthday...
26.10 is my little sis's birthday...
bt v din hav a party ,a dinner or else...
juz lik normal..
but tonight..v will go celebrate v aunt angie..
becuz her daughter birthday too!!~...
im thnking i should go or not
becuz im having exam...
hmmm...thnk thnk thnk...

the final exam ends soon..
2 days more...
after the exam ,im bc in practising the cheerleading n the hot dance...
both of the competition will be hold on next week..
oh ya...my sis n i oso take part in the singing contest.
i oso nid to practise on it...

besides the activities..
im bc in my camp ...
im scare no ppl wan to take part...
nervous now..
after the exam ,the form will be passing up to me...
n i nid to prepare all the thngzzZZZ.....nervous...@.@

hmmmm...thr's a problem tiz few days...
plz juz left me alone..
thy all say many times...
but i cnt blif thm..><
nono...~
i nid to focus on my exam...
left me alone...
i cnt focuz...gosh..

2day i hav just take the maths exam..
hmmm...b4 tat i scared i dont enough time to finish the paper...
BUT...i have juz use 1 hour to finish the 8 pages...=='''
n an hour left ,i used to sleep==''''
my frenzzZ ask me back home 冬眠==...

by [kuma]

07290819.53439909

~20.10.10~

the final-exam is start from this friday...
im nervous now...hmm....
i need to focus on it...
there's nothing special in this few days...

im busy for my camp...
i need to prepare for the camp...
all the things....
and finally teacher has approve ...
muahaha..
tomorrow will giving out the form..
and now need to contact the teacher at k.k...

my 1st camp held by myself...woohoo...
hope will be better...plzzzZZZzzz....

i think i will no be here few days..
because of the examination...
hmm...i need to focus!!!!!!!
good luck ,everyone...

by [kuma]

07290819.53439909

~17.10.10~

today i woke up at 9am...
then helped mumii taught those "zit zit zai" che ling...
in th noon,also helped mummi taught her studentssss dance..
im definitely tired...

and now im doing the things about che ling...
so tired....i need sleep nehx...
later need study the physic...
because the test is on tomorrow...
AHH!!~

oh ya..just remembered 1 special and funny thng...
when i was just back home...
we realise that gt ppl come 喷蚊油
spread whole taman...><
my family all go onto car..and my dad bought us go 3838..XDXD
ldm...~

today was busy..
but when i take a little rest...
i was thinking about him AGAIN!!..
oh no...stupid me...
that is over!!!yuan.....wake up!!!!!
hate myself...

by [kuma]

07290819.53429909

~16.10.10~

i woke up early in morn....==
because i need to back to school did my job...
i didnt go to see the Hannah ship..~
cause i stay at school whole day and i also dunno myself want go or not...
and finally i didnt go...
i stay at school till about 6pm..
then directly go have dinner with my family at mile 4...
after that,i went chijing's home practise again..
the practise was untill 9pm...
and i followed js car back..
about 12am i went for bath...so late.><

gosh!!!~i thought that today i wont saw him...
i thought that i didnt go there then i wont saw him...
BUT...i forget that he is on duty too...
oh my.....hate it...hate myself...ah!!!!!!!!
[cry-ing]

by [kuma]

07290819.53439909

~15.10.10~

nothing special today..
just like normally ...went school,tuition..
play with friends,crazy with friends,shout loud...XD
in the noon,i go to tuition..
then,back home cook...
haha...cook for my whole family..XDXD
not bad ya..><
after that,i go chaiyee home for practise our hot dance...
omg...thiz is the first time we dance on the road..XD
chaiyee's neighbour all look at us.!!lap sei...
XDXD..
but it was a lot of fun..XD

tomorrow need back to school early...
there's a function in school..
i need to back to school do the teachers' assistant..==''
help them ...nervous...XDXD

tomorrow noon ,dunno want go or not...
haizZzzz.if follow the words of my friend...
i should'nt attend...i should'nt go..
duno la..just finish my bath..
finish this post..i will go have a sweet dream.~~^^~

by [kuma]

07290819.53439909

~12.10.10~

im very high today...
because i have ful marks in my chinese test..~wakaka..
sorry,im getting high now...ss...XD
today we did a science test...
and a chinese test again on tomorrow..
i need to go to study later....

hmmm....left few days...
final exam is coming...nervous...
i must study hard...
study study study....

that's my school life...
and now let talk about another topic...
change language ya...XD

最近我脑海里,一直出现许许多多的...问题...=='''
曾经拥有也算是一种幸福吧??
也许,这样的答案能够让我不在胡思乱想吧..
想那么多,说那么多...
还是一样...倒不如不想不说...

by [kuma]

07290819.53439909

~11.10.10~

today "we all" scolded by teacher..
because of something...
i didnt care it..==''
today 's classes were so free...
there is nothing to learn today..
all classes did revision,playing,drawing....
didnt learn anything new...

but tomorrow have a informal science test...
PHYSIC!!!!
hmm....i think it's ok ...~^^..
later do revision...

oh my...
i think that im gettin crazy..==''
i realize that im always look at the sky ...=='''
weird isnt it??
speechless..

by [kuma]

07290819.53439909

~10.10.10~

yesterday i go to youth...
there is a mini concert...
im quite enjoy in it...
nt bad..~

today i went to js's home practise...
practise my hot dance and cheerleading...
im just back ...
and now im sitting in front of computer...
very tired...!!!~

school time start again..
monday again..omg....
><....there is a test on wednesday ...=='''
lazy to study it..~
i need to stop here...
and have a rest now...~

by [kuma]

07290819.53439909

start-ing

i noe every1 will ask...
y am i create a new blog..~?
hmmm...tiz is a gud question...
myself oso duno hw answer it...

tiz few days...
mum dad nt at sandakan...
juz left my sis n i 2 ppl...
im in confuse status...
i sit in the car...
look out the window...
i saw the stars..
i cried.....
tat shows tat im miss-ing ...
u...

sry i noe i should'nt say tat,...
bt i cnt hide my feeling...
im veri tired...
so i start a new blog
remind myself..
im new!!..
dn thnk abt the past...plz....

by [kuma]

07290819.53439909

im kuma....

welcome to my small world...
im nt liyuan nt niamh nt yuan in here..
im kuma...~
tat's my name ..

by [kuma] ~

07290819.53439909