~28.11.10~

finally i went out ...
not at home anymore...
morning i went 4 sunday service...
after service ,i went to help my mum to do sumthing..
till noon...
hehe...i fetch yy n 11
n v went to meet ah fei n pyh at cinema..
v watch the movie name TAKER..
hmmm...nt bad..
n im happy ...~keke..skip tiz...(secret)
after the movie,v would lik to watch one more movie..
but cnt ...cuz no car back ltr..
so v went to eat...
veri fazzz...car came..
n v nid to back ...~
n my day was end..~~~

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im thnking hw i gt to kl...
==...mao lit...got little bit scae..
cuz no one accompany me..

soh ah e..i mean my aunt..
will back soon!!!
woohoo...~

i love 2day ....nice day..~<3

by[kuma]

07290819.53439909

~23.11.10~

很久没来了……
前几天不是生病，就是忙于那扯铃营。
现在真的可以享受我的假期了。
先不提假期……

很烦！！我曾不停，不断的想不去做了
不管怎么努力去搞好，最后都会骂。
一个活动要办得成难，要办得好更难。
我快崩溃了。
我真的尝试过去做到最好了……
何况我又不曾做过这些，那么重的担子。
我是第一次，
我怎可能会做的完整呢？？？
虽然，扯铃营在昨天顺利结束。
但，还有一些善后工作要我去做的
还有很多要被责骂……T.T

现在想想……明年
我可以负起那些重担吗？？
gg副主席，扯铃主席
我真的可以做到吗？？
我不知道……
我想找人分担分担！！~……>.<

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被别人怀疑，会使我自己对自己没信心……
我出生以来，都是那么没有自信。
到现在，我觉得我自己更没信心
更没用，更笨
我连我自己要做什么，都不知道
就算我知道我要的是什么，我都不敢去想，不敢去拥有
不要怀疑我，我并没有骗你
我说的都是真的…相信我好吗？
我觉得我自己越来越没用，越来越失败。
我该怎么办？？我可以怎样？？>.<'''

by[kuma]

07290819.53439909

~16.11.10~

yesterday i had my meeting at skul...
whole day in PAIN status...==''''
me reli duno cn hw..
juz pray 4 myself..~><

2day i woke at 7am..
wow...cnt blif...
i muz wake late if im nt sick!!~..
especially holiday...ZZzzz...
but tiz few day i woke early!!..
i nid slp..but pain wake me up...gosh...
who cn hlp me????ZZZzzz
haiz...~

by[kuma]

07290819.53439909

~14.11.10~

omg..~2day i juz b from the camp of good shepherd
it's good ...fun...
BUT...at the laz day im sick@!!~
reli pain dao duno hw say..
mao lit...~
ben lai v hav bbq night..
becuz of sickness...i cnt join the bbq ..!!!!!!!!
yer.....unfair!!!!~i hate myself...

so that ,my mum bring me go c doc.
i wait 1 hr in the klinik..
n...so lap..
me pain dao cry le..~..
all ppl lookin at me..
whn it is my turn..
the doc say tat if nid faz recover..
nid 打针.....
if not onli eat med nid a long time to recover...
if not me gt thng to do..gt thng to bc ..
me juz eat med o..

haizzz..make dao me yiu nid da zhen yiu nid eat med le.
hate it..~
me so tired..but cnt slp cuz pain!!!!
2mr stil nid b skul 4 meeting...!!
stop here..

by[kuma]

07290819.53439909

~10.11.10~

aiks....2day reli sienzzZZZzz...
ntg do at skul..==''
juz slp n slp n slp..
slp till i dun wn to slp jo..
my claz chged..
all dn walk here walk thr le..nt lik monkey anymore..
2day thy all ply....CHESS!!!
oh my..weird...~XDXD

me dun wn do le...
so fan..i cnt hold it anymore...!!!~
yiu wn keep bc..
yiu wn gv teacher scold..
whn u finish /done...
du duno success anot...
haizzzzZZzzzz.....

2moro hav assembly n check..
n friday is the laz day..
fri nite...wohoo...our noobie claz hav a bbq party!!!~yipeee...
n sat is my dead line...our result...~XP...

by[kuma]

07290819.53439909

~9.11.10~

活力校园在今天已圆满结束……
在这短短的一星期内……
我获益不少哦！！~
拉拉队比赛，亚军
劲舞大赛，季军
排球比赛呢，中途弃权了……
又点失望呢！！~……

所以，剩下的三天应该是无所事事吧~……
明天没有什么特别事情……
应该是忙我的培训营吧！！~
后天呢……我们学校要开今年最后一次的周会
当然，还有仪容检查咯！！~
那么，最后一天（星期五）
那天，就是和朋友今年最后一次在学校聚会，上课了！！~
又点舍不得…………~~

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想太多了……
我真的想太多了……
可以再次相信吗？？
我不敢
但，又怕错过……
我怕又再一次跌下
我真得很怕
怎么办？？？

by[kuma]

0729089.5343909

~7.11.10~

现在的心情无法形容……


要哭却哭不出……


我很需要你……


对不起，我忍不住了……


对不起，对不起，对不起……


我不知道我自己再说什么……


我现在真得很矛盾，很乱……

by[kuma]
07290819.53439909

~4.11.10~part2..

sumthng happen after skul...

bo mood..DISAPPOINTED!!!

watever...u thnk wat jiu wat la...

let me share sum photo here..

our cheerleading...balck n white...!!

BLACK n WHITE forever!!!~

by[kuma]

07290819.53439909

~4.11.10~

oh ya...
v gt the 2nd place in the cheerleading competition...~~
yes!!!!balck n white u r the best!!~^^
veri hapi ..~XD

i nt goin to explain anythng...
cuz i din did it..~
from ur blog..
i definitely feel sad whn u write lik THIS???
kik shui~~~
everthng must be lik tat unfair??
just bcuz u din get it???
I DO NOT BRAG ABOUT IT!!!!~plzzz...thnk clearly b4 u write...

if u dun wn to b my fren ..it's ok..
but plz dun luan luan say!!!~
i din!!!!!!!!!

by [kuma]

07290819.53439909

~3.11.10~

muahahaha..so hapi o..~

becuz v won in the hot dance competition...

v take the third place..~^^

wheee....~

n his group oso take the 1st place in basketbal match!!!~

yes!!!!!

2moro v will join in the cheereleading competition...

n his band oso join in the band competition...

T.T...me cnt go watch~~!ish...gik sei..~

nvm la..~both gambateh~!!!

im so nervous for 2moro...

actuali 2day v nid to stay skul for the volleyball match..

but v nid prac for the cheerleading ..

so,v didnt join the volleybal

if not v mayb will take the third place...

but nvm...~v will try our best on cheerleading..!!!!

by[kuma]

07290819.53439909

~31.10.10~

昨天....
是我最难忘的一天...
为什么???

也许你们觉得超夸张的...
但,这都是事实...
信不信,随你...

昨天(31.10)
我在傍晚5pm..
由于某些不能说的秘密..
我哭了...
一直没有中断地哭...
躲在房间里哭...
停了会儿...

我又哭了...
因为家人.....的事...
自己一个人在家哭...
大声哭喊....

某些事+家事
我便號啕大哭了……==''
一直到夜晚……

到了另一天早晨……
醒后，發現我的枕頭已濕透了……
刷了牙后，我又哭了……

在車上一直壓抑自己的情緒……
但，到了學校……
猜猜下一個劇情吧！！~

我……
又哭了~
我真的很懷疑自己是不是水庫哦~！！！
怎麽那麽多淚可以流？？
自己都控制不了眼淚==
淚，一直直流~~~

都是因爲你！！！！！~
我是笨蛋啊？？？不值得的。
爲什麽還是這樣~~
而且，沒有中斷的哭……
我自己也覺得太荒繆了=='''
何況是你？？

by[kuma]

07290819.53439909

~1.11.10~

now the time is 10pm...
i just back home...
i have join the volleyball camp on 2day...
im veri tired..BUT it was fun!!XDXD..
muahahahahaha~~~whee...
the camp till 5pm..

after 5pm i went market buy the materialsss
thn,directly went cheerleading prac...
im definitely TIRED now!!!!!!!
just finish bath...feel beter...

2day was oso the basketball competition...
his team won!!...
whn i hearing this...
im veri hapi..
but thnk clearly..
y am i so hapi??=='''y am i so hapi whn he did so??

2moro is the volleyball competition...
gambateh ya..
n hot dance n cheerleading prac oso on 2moro..
gambatah!!~

by[kuma]

07290819.53439909